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[31 May 2006|02:23pm] LJ Interests meme results boys: Hmmm, boys. Who doesnt have an interest in them? Tho, I do feel like kicking the shit outta the boy Im seeing now. damita jo: JANET! Damita Jo is her alter ego, correct? wait no.. that was strawberry... ANYWAYS, this album was great, shameful the way the superbowl shit killed it. dreams come true: Dreams do come true, you just have to work at it. Im working on mine. hugs: Hugs are the best. I love hugging and I love receiving hugs. Makes me feel loved. left-eye: Shes missed. Im also blind in my right eye which makes my left eye the best. musicals: i <3 musicals. the end. funny how no one else in my family does. maybe my sister.. thats it. queer as folk: This show.. I loved this show... and well, I am queer as well, well.. half queer. smiling: I love smiling. I love making people smile. talking: Talking is my best asset. I can talk your ear off about something that has interest for me. true friends: True friends.. you need true friends, but only a few good ones. I can say I have that. Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list. post comment

[19 Apr 2006|08:58pm] Okay people.. its been years. But I kinda dont use this journal anymore. Just to pick up icons here and there, and get news blah blah.... But who has greatestjournal? Im alway on there, always posting, so hit me up with your name and add me as well! stolenMOMENTS@greatestjournal.com 1 comment|post comment

[25 Jun 2005|10:57pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Urbz: Sims In The City ] Aw shit, there was some craziness this weekend, and it aint even over yet! Friday I hadda work, got almost 12 dollars in tips which was great, WOOOO. And with that, I got my Alicia Keys DVD that Imma bout to watch. Then Nayra (one of my bestest best friends) came by and took my ass to the movies. Woo, we saw Rize! Man, if you havent seen it, go see that shit! Great movie, me and Nay wanted to get up and dance through the whole thing. Damn, then today. Just craziness. Me and Nay went to the mall. At first we were gonna take pictures, but it didnt work out that way. So yeah, we went into sam goodies just because we always do, and this guy comes up behind us and starts singing. I was just like wtf? and looked around and Nay was like, "OH SHIT Heeeeeyyy..." so obviously she knew the guy. His name was JT and damn man, hes like fuckin' sprung on her. Anyways, so we chilled for a bit and then his homeboy, Tip Toe (dont ask) came up and we started to talk and we just ended up spending the rest of the day with him. We went to jamba juice and then carls jr. Mmm, some good ass food too. And then the dumbasses decided they wanted to smoke, closed up all the windows and me and Nayra got contact, which was great. And the guys decided that we were not allowed to smoke or drink cause we get too damn crazy, but yet they got us some wine coolers anyways, the dumbasses. It was great though. Then we ended up zoomin' off to Wal Mart to meet up with they other homeboys, haha and Nayra drove. We straight jacked his keys and she hopped in the front and took off, so great. The my mom called at like 8 something and was liek we gon pick you up at 8:45, so we had to zoom around, find Tip Toe and get back to the mall within like, 15 minutes. We made it back, and Cydni wasnt even there! Anyways, we stood there, and then just suddenly, both me and Nayra hadda go pee BAD. So we ran around the closed mall because the doors were still open and of course the bathrooms were locked. So we stood outside for like five more minutes humping the ground cause we had to pee so bad and then finally figured out that Robinsons May was open until like, 11pm. So we ran in there asked the lady were the bathroom is, and after she laughed for like five minutes she finally told us. We finished up in the bathroom, Cydni came and let Nayra drive home. Such greatness. And since I dont feel like going into more detail, thats the end, haha. Alicia Keys is great..... "Man... thats some hard wood. If I put it on my toe, I could hurt myself!" LMAO woooo.. greatness. And now for some pictures... ( riiiight here! ) 2 comments|post comment

[06 Jun 2005|08:50pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | You Mean The World To Me ♪ Toni Braxton ] I was tagged by justme8922004 1)Total number of films I own on DVD/video: Uhhh.. do you really want me to count all of those? 2)The last film I bought: Uhh. Chronicles of Riddick and Kelly Clarkson's Behind These Hazel Eyes DVD. 3) The last film I watched: Boomerang a) In the theater?: Monster in Law b) On DVD?: Drumline 4) Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me (in no particular order): a) Poetic Justice b) Janet-The Velvet Rope Live c) The Chronicles of Riddick d) All Dogs Go To Heaven e) Set It Off 5) Tag 5 people and have them put this in their journal: Uhh, well... call me a party pooper, but I aint taggin' no one, haha. 1 comment|post comment

[12 Apr 2005|04:34pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Love Will Never Do (Without You) ♪ Janet Jackson ] "Love Will Never Do (Without You)" Janet Damita Jo Jackson ( our friends think we're opposites... ) i love janet. that is all. 2 comments|post comment

[08 Apr 2005|06:10pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | nothing. ] WOOOO Tatt numba 2! It means special. Longer story coming soon. I need to go lay down... 1 comment|post comment

[01 Apr 2005|02:52pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Doesnt Really Matter ♪ Janet Jackson ] Okay, lets see. Lets back track to thursday of last week. Thrusday was the last day of school for spring break. It freakin rained during lunch, which sucked, but whatever. Fourth I made my Class of '06 t-shirt, which looks great! And since my teacher had extra iron on transfers, she let me buy one off of her and I got this awesome picture of Janet! I just need to get myself a black shir to iron it onto. She wants me to wear it next monday when we come back. OH, ha, kinda backwards, but I realized I didnt post when I got my class ring tuesday. I love it! Its all shiney and pretty, and really, my web cam pictures dont do it justice. Friday was, UGH. Actually, friday night was great, but during the day sucked. I got up and my dad took me to breakfast. Hes really trying to spend alot of time with me, like how we used to when I was little, which Im not complaining. I love spending time with him. He amuses me, ha. The my mom called and had a fit that I left the house. She had been all paranoid and thinking that I wasnt going to make it for my hair appointment at 12, but hello! It was only 10. Anyways, after breakfast I went back home, and my mom wasnt even ready to go! We were suppose to get a pedicure for my stepsisters debutante ball that night, but we never got a chance too. We had to take my Momo to sign these papers and that took forever. So I got to the hair shop on time, sat around for like, an hour, because females suck. One of my hair dressers clients decided at the last minute that she wanted her weave put back in, so that pushed her back like an hour and a half, which pissed my hair dresser off too. She knew that I had to be somewhere, and she didnt want to make me later. So I got my hair done in a ponytail with the little hump like thing in the front. I have no idea what you call that type of ponytail, but it looked really good. My mom came and got me, then we rushed to get dress and finally left with my stepdad. OMG my mom looked so pretty. I looked like a freakin rockstar, I was all glittery, but my mom looked so elegant. Yeah. Anyways, once we got down to riverside, we had an hour and a half before it started, my stepdad had to be there early for a last minute rehearsal and stuff. So me and my mom went to go look for a store to get something to snack on, and a camera. So Kellene's debutante is like in the nice part of riverside, but once you cross the tracks, you're like in the freakin ghetto! I mean, its worse than compton! But we did find a store, and it was so weird, cause we were all dressed up and here we are going into Rite Aid buying cookies and a camera. Ha. Then this little girl while we were in line was like, "Mommy, mommy! Look, dont they look so preeeettty?! They must be going to a party." I swear the kid was adorable. Anyways, we left, got back just in time for dinner. Kellene looked so beautiful, I almost cried. Twice in fact. The funny part was the Purity Ceremony, because hello! This is Kellene we're talking about! She hangs out with me for heaven sakes! haha, but she can do it, keep pure until marriage. I think... Well, after the ceremony was done, it was open dance floor and we just enjoyed ourselves. Saturday, Auntie Lisa and her daughter came over with her little baby. It was great, I had my Janet shirt on that I got from Terrel. It has a picture of Janet flippin' the bird from the scream video, and she was like, "OMG your shirt! Look at Janet, thats beautiful!" Ha. I love her. We didnt do much, sat around, talked. They kept wanting to see my nipple rings, haha and Auntie Lisa claims that Im going above and beyond Janet, lol. Later, I dragged Buddy out the house and we went down to Wal-Mart so I could get Kelly Clarkson's CD. Hes still amazed that I like her again. Then Nol came home with the kids and me and Kellene planned for what we're going to do after high school. We're straight up leaving Cali. We're both sick of it, we just dont know where we're gonna go though. Nothing much happened Sunday. We were down at Dot's for most of the day. My sister Jennifer came over, told everyone that she was pregnant, WOOOOO! Yeah, shes only 6 weeks along, but futher than she got the last time ealier last year. This will be her second child and she so excited. And sick. Haha. My niece was suppose to come back on Wednesday, Cydni was going to go get her from Jennifer's grandma's house. But yeah, Jordan got like, stomach sick so... she didnt get her. Spring break kinda sucked. A little bit. Kelly is coming over today, so everything is gravy. I didnt get my tatt done sunday, obviously. Im sick of putting it off though. I just want to get it done. Anyways, I need food, so Im out. ( And you know I have some pictures for y'all! ) And sorry for any typos, but I dont feel like looking over it, haha. Im GONE... 1 comment|post comment

[04 Feb 2005|11:43pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Streetwalker ♪ Michael Jackson ] TATTOO!!!! (if you want the meaning, check my previous post.) I also got my nipples pierced, woooo! Pictures coming soon if anyone wants to see that. The pictures will be linked to another site though incase you dont. That is all. 13 comments|post comment

[01 Feb 2005|08:04pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Leave Me Alone ♪ Michael Jackson ] "Lying, thinking Last night How to find my soul a home Where water is not thirsty And bread loaf is not stone I came up with one thing And I don't believe I'm wrong That nobody, But nobody Can make it out here alone." -Maya Angelou, "Alone". Thats my favorite part of that poem. Its true in most, if not all cases. No one can make it out here alone. Everybody needs somebody no matter how hard they try to deny it. Its fine to be independent, its not to be meant in that way. Its just, life has its bumps and you'll always need somebody. Rather if its God, or a friend, or family. You know, theres a difference between feeling lonely and being alone. Being alone is when absolutely no ones around. Theres no one there to lean your head on. Being lonely... Someone could be there, but you still have this sense of being alone. They may be there in body, but their mind and spirit isnt into it. Friday Im going to finally get my tattoo. Im getting the Sankofa tribe symbol, the same that Janet has on her wrist. It means in order to move into the future, you must learn from your past. Im not sure if I want to get it in the same place as Janet or if I want to get it on my lower back. Im pretty sure though, I'll get it on my wrist. Its different, not many people have a tattoo there. ( view what it looks like. ) Two years ago during this exact time, the month of February, I was going through alot of things. Family problems, problems with myself. I felt that I couldnt go on. That there was no place for me here on this earth. I was ready to end my life. I tried to end my life. I took so many things I dont even remember the transition that I went to. From the house, to the hospital, to the mental hospital (and no, not the crazy people place). I dont remember any of it, I was knocked out so bad. I just remember waking up in a strange bed and my left wrist aching and wrapped with bandages. Needless to say, I have learned from my past mistakes. I know that I do have a place here. That if I were to leave when its not my time that I would be missing that purpose. So getting this tattoo means alot to me. It'll be like closing a chapter of my life with this small reminder. That I must always learn from my mistakes and what has happened in my past in order to grow. Nothing else is really new. Finals are this week. Two I know Im going to pass. One Im pretty sure of and the last, I dont want to take at all. Another amazing thing. I walked into Algebra 2 yesterday with a 57.8% F, went home, did like 8 missing assignments and walked out today with a 82.4% B. Hopefully the final I take tomorrow will raise it to a high B or maybe, amazingly, an A. After slaving over my web design project, I got full credit on it and everyone loved it. It was great. Im GONE. post comment

[30 Jan 2005|03:39am] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Poetic Justice ♪ Janet & Tupac ] Hmm, today, or well yesterday while I was at the hair shop I read this article in Essence Magazine. It spoke on how the world generalizes black women into the whole video hoe image. How, now, us black women refer to each other as bitch, hoe, chicken head and a variety of other names. I found it interesting, because many times enough, I've sat and watched a rap/hip-hop music video on TV and found it distasteful in the ways they've visualized black women. They made a good point in the article, that in the past and present you havent seen a white male place scantily clothe women in their videos. Or at least BLACK women. Its only in the black videos where you get that treatment. Where they fill they need to include that for "entertainment" values. To tell you the truth, I cant remember a time where I've seen a fully clothe black women in a video. They talked about how white women have the different spectrums of how they're viewed to not only America, but the world. How you have the half naked, but also the homemaker and then the strong and independent. Sure, we have the same in african-american races, but it isnt seen. Its not often in a video, unless it is a FEMALE music video where you'll see a strong independent woman talking about things other than getting laid. And yet, we only have this visual problem in the rap and hip-hop era. I mean, I love that type of music, but if only they can package it some other way. Some way where its not always degrading us for who we are. Its true. Sex Sells. Fine, so be it. But also show the good side. Give people a broader horizon of who we are as women. To take from the movie, Poetic Justice... "Im a black woman, okay? I deserve respect. Dont be callin' me no bitch..." ANYWAYS. I set up my video camera to my computer. Yes, that means I have pictures to share *cackles* ( Clicky-click right here ) And thats it. Im out. 4 comments|post comment

[28 Jan 2005|07:02pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Where Are You Now? ♪ Janet Jackson ] Dont you hate when you grab a pair of socks out of the drawer and put them on only to find there a hole in one of them? Where have I been? It seems as if I made this journal, posted meaningless posts and then left it behind like alot of other things in my life. The posts are so far and between, no one will remember who the hell I am, but do I care? No. I thought of many ways to start this post, but when it comes to what you need to put on paper do you really need to think about it? You write, or well type in this case to get off whats on your mind, but even then you find yourself thinking about what to say. Afraid to say something wrong or that isnt interesting. I find myself doing that constantly, but now its time to just let my fingers and thoughts flow. I cant limit myself, because limiting myself is stopping what I can learn, what I can find out. I feel you're mostly yourself when your in the bathtub or shower. Theres no clothes, make up or hair style to distinguish who you are. Its just you, and water and nothing to hide behind. You cant hide from yourself while in the shower. When you relax, your thoughts fly free. Anything can pop into your mind at any given moment. Some could be the best thing you've ever thought of. Some could be the stupidest. It seems like the most creative thing you could come up with happens while your in a situation where you cant get your thoughts down. And sometimes if you can, you cant put completely what you thought about. Some how you lose half or some of the thought along the way. People put on faces to hide themselves. Either from other people or even from themselves. Everyone has untold secrets that they dont want other people to know. Theres so many layers, you have to keep peeling back to get down to what you really are, who you really are. Some people fail and cant make it that far. They get half way through and give up along the way. Some finding the task too hard, some being lazy upon the fact that they have to search for their answers. You try to make yourself interesting by lies. By putting up a front, by creating a life that very well might not even be their own. Life is really about finding your true self and living with that. Making it into the best you can. On that note, when people find that maybe they really arent all the interesting, they want to embark on adventures. I guess I can be named one of those people. I love adventure. Im the type of person who would love to go on a road trip not knowing where Im going, or where Im going to end up at. Sometimes I feel uneasy because I havent even touched the tip of the iceberg on what I want to achieve in life. Sometimes I worry that Im never going to make it to where I want to go. Sometimes I wish I could tape record the thoughts in my mind. That I could have every thought and idea down on record. So I wouldnt forget the things that I dont want to forget. The things I dont want to remember, I can just hit erase and they're gone. What more can I say? My fingers have stopped, but does that mean my thought flow has? No. P.S. Janet makes my heart sing. 2 comments|post comment

[07 Aug 2004|01:23am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Janet // The Velvet Rope Live in NYC ] Wee, another update for once. Anyways, I did a virus scan on my computer and lets just say, its not looking too good. Im like terrified that the virus is going to start attacking my poor Janet files and then where would I be. *sighs* I went into hiding for almost two weeks. I just kinda disappeared. Didnt get on AIM, didnt call anyone, didnt answer the phone. Everyone but my momma and my best friend thought I was in Orange County with my sister, babysitting. It was great, but with your Aunt downstairs, living under you, it didnt last long. I'll really be gone in Orange County starting monday, but not really. I'll have internet access, alot of it, but who says I have to use it? Ha, my brother in law even went far enough to make me my own account on his computer because he knew how crazy I was about being online. Anyways, hi, I have pictures to share.... ( Check it out... Bout to leave ) ( Chillin' at the pool.... ) ( Growl baby, growl ) ( Ahhh.. time to sleep now ) ( ...and because my shirt is tight ) ( Umm.. Janet? ) Yeah, Im out for now, I dont feel like sharing anymore. Tomorrow though after I eat me some BBQ *wide grin* I will. Im GONE... 5 comments|post comment

[21 Jun 2004|07:07pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | All Nite (Dont Stop) // Janet ] Ugh, Im being so damned lazy right now. I want to change my layout, you know, make it all nice. Yea, I don't feel like messing with it right now. Anyways, Im back.. For like the thousandth time. *shrugs* I've been busy and then the simple fact that I keep forgetting about this thing! and so much shit has happened, I dont even want to go back and say. I love Queer as Folk. OMG, that is my show. Okay Im done with that. So, I fucked up my leg. Bad. How'd I do it? I have no clue. My doctor is scared shitless because he has no idea on whats wrong. Hes sending me to like, three different specialist to check it out. At first my doctor thought it was a blood clot, but the test came back negative. They keep taking blood and taking blood, and nothing is showing up except, something in my body is down, but its because of the swelling of the muscle in the leg. Other than that knowledge, we know nothing else. So, the past two, almost three weeks, I've been bedridden. Sucks right? Hell yes! Then on top of that, this had, just HAD to happen the last week and a half of school. I almost missed my finals, which should be any high schoolers dream, but no. If I didnt do the finals, I wouldnt of passed and if I didnt pass.. Well, I would be behind. And in huge ass trouble. Mmhmm. Blah. Blah. Blah. If you guys want a little bit more updating from me, check out my journal on greatestjournal here! Add me as a buddy, blah, blah, blah. Yea, Im GONE... 3 comments|post comment

[15 Apr 2004|10:30pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | Hey Mama // BEP ] Umm, yea.. So I was forced to get MSN Messenger because my mommy thinks its tight shit *laughs*. So Im going to my dads... tomorrow... in Corona... for the whole weekend. Fucking hot ass desert country in Southern Cali. Shit. Imma die. Damn I need to wash clothes too. Anyways, if you would like to contact me, because Im so cool and all, my MSN is Strawberry_Elegance. Or if you dont have MSN, AIM is never always nice. Screen Name is StrwbrryElegance. -GONE P.S. You know, I like icons.. Icons are my friend. I like making them. Would anyone like one or two? Maybe three or more if I feel like it? I need to get my ass a paid account, so I can show off my love of icons. 6 comments|post comment

[14 Apr 2004|11:00pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Strawberry Bounce (in my head) // Janet ] *clears throat* Damn, my voice is gonna be gone tomorrow! I went to Knott's Berry Farm today with my homegirl, Nayra. Didn't even know I was going until like, 12 noon today. Very last minute. Gotta love it! Good times maaaan. Cute guys, crazy hair and screaming. We also got airbrushed shirts, eeee! Nayra just got her name in black, outlined with blue, with little blue stars all ova the place. Of course me though, being the crazy Janet fan I am, got a shirt that has to do with her and my favorite song off the new album called, 'Strawberry Bounce', haha. The shirt has a huge ass strawberry, shadows and everything on it, three little red stars around it and then curved around the top it says, 'Bounce.' in a kind of cursive writing. Maybe if I can get around to it, I'll take a digital picture and put it on my page because yes, its tight shit! I was bouncing around the whole park after picking it up singing the song *nods*. I think I was scaring some of the people though. Anyways, after hours of walking, my knee started to swell. Eh, and its still throbbing right now... I need to go wrap it, ice it, throw back some drugs, and go to bed. Yea. Bed. Mmmmm. *muah!* Im GONE... 8 comments|post comment

[14 Apr 2004|03:53am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | I Want You // Janet ] *rubs her ass* I think a flea bit my ass... It huuurts! Okay so look, Im making a key to this enrty so you know who these people are: Krissy, Kris, Kristina: Best Friend since we were like, babys Ekkoe: my bitch of a cousin Sergio: The best friend's boyfriend Ariel: A random white girl I know in Orange County, CA Pep: Ariel, the random white girl's boyfriend Sarah: Another random white girl I know in Orange County, CA Katie: Best friend's baby sister Jayson: crackheaded cousin, who I love so dearly *nods* This past weekend, wow drama! Not all of it though. Ekkoe went crazy mad and yea, I dont feel like talking about it. The rest of the weekend was great though. Thursday, Kris, Sergio, Ariel, and Sarah came by at like 10pm and picked me up for the rest of the week and weekend. We stopped by Pep's house because Ariel insisted that we do so and damn, look at that, he wasn't even home. Finally we hit Orange County, in under 5 minutes because Sergio likes to drive 150mph on the freeway, and Kris and I knocked out. Woke up friday bored as hell and BOOM, theres drama in RP land damn people. It was quite amusing though *nods*. Friday night Sergio ended up coming by and we stopped at Chuck E. Cheese for Katie's party and then went to go see The Alamo. It was good, it was very long, and we almost fell asleep half way through. Saturday we ended up house sitting for like 6 hours, bored as hell and hungry. We found lots of snack food though, damn, and candy *nods*. We stole some even, because there was sooo much. Sergio came by again and we hit up Hollywood Video and 7-11 before stopping at Ariel's house, where we found her and Pep, and watched movies. We saw Thirteen and Out Of Time (which I've seen already). We fought over the couch half way through the night and Im pretty sure I kicked Sergio a few times *nods*. EEEE!!! Puppy dog dreams, Zen Chicken, and tuna with sour cream and cheddar chips!!! Anyways, I ended up missing Saturday Night Live with Janet, but thank god for TiVo! Next morning, we stopped by family's house and then I went home. Everything else isn't worth telling, other than Jayson is a dumbass, but I think we already know that *nods*. So for those of you that caught Saturday Night Live? Good shit, huh? I love Janet and wow, the Strawberry Bounce performance... I almost died. Anyways, Im pretty much done now... My fingers hurt! -GONE 2 comments|post comment

[24 Mar 2004|12:04am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Nas // One Mic ] Oh shit *bangs head* Did I forget about this poor journal? So wow, can we say full Janet mode? And in light of this major Janet mode, I haven't been really RPing... I think if I was, it would go into this serious self love thing and make Janet seem really egotistical *nods*. Then again, with this new era, Im finding new things about her. Like this alter ego of hers, Strawberry. Shes like this sex fiend. Obsessed with sex and anything sexual. She loves it ruff and anytime and/or place. I would love to play Strawberry out in my character, but its just how, that Im having problems with. *crosses her eyes* I said I wasnt gonna bore people with Janet, but Oh mah gaaaaw (sorry, a little bit too much Jessica Simpson, lol). Im on fucking Janet overload! The making of 'I Want You' last tuesday, The Soul Train Awards this past saturday, last night there was this special on BET, About Janet.. So much in the next two weeks, Imma be working on my 4th Janet tape for 2004 *laughs*.... Damn the Ryan Seacrest show next friday. I was suppose to see that shit, be there live, but wham, bam...Fucking court and school and depression and grr... I have to be at school for four weeks straight without any absents and those four weeks run into next friday. I kinda have to admit that part of the fact that I cant go is my fault, but I still feel misunderstood.. and... Im not even gonna go into that right now. High school is a bitch. I swear all the fucking drama. I could live without it. Between me and my friend, almost 20 bucks were stolen and on top of that three cell phones from the circle of friends I hang out with, were stolen too. We all know who it is. When we called one of the stolen phones, the bitch picked up and tried to blame it on someone else, when we know this girls voice. Oh but wait! Im also failing two classes.. ugh, make it all go away!!! I have come away with one good thing though. One friend that is quickly becoming one of my best *nods*. I love her so much, and these past few weeks, we've really gotten close. Gotten to know one another. My freakin' family loves her, more so my mom. Its so funny, my mom is like crazy about her. Thats something that makes me happy though, makes me feel like I picked out a good friend out of all the bad. Even with this new found friendship, it feels at times that me and my best friend, since forever, is drifting apart. It doesnt help the fact that we're like an hour away from each other and neither one of us has a car. It weird *shrugs* We still have this connection, we talk alot online and the phone. We even RP in the same community, but maybe we're both fiending for that face to face interaction and to just spend time with each other like we used to. Dance is kicking me in the ass, but I feel like Im getting closer to my goal. Im also loving the new found muscles in my legs *nods* Wow. Okay, Im done boring you folks. If I dont get around to it next tuesday, I have something to say now.... NEXT TUESDAY. JANET JACKSON. NEW ALBUM. DAMITA JO. BUY IT OR I WILL HURT YOU!!! ... That is all... Im GONE- 3 comments|post comment

[12 Feb 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | If // Janet ] So school yesterday. My first day of dance there and it was great. My dance teacher has this weird obsession with Britney Spears, so our first routine is to her track, 'Outrageous'.It was coo though. She showed us different Jazz walks and certain kicks we would be using in our steps. The low walk I like alot because I've already perfected it *nods*. I was also called a model a few times because I was doing it so well. *laughs* So yea, they blew up the ego a little bit. The tight walk, Im having a little bit of trouble on. I love my teachers description of things, especially the tight walk. Shes all, 'Walk like you have a tight little skirt on, come on girls!' Oooh, I wore my new TinkerBell shirt too. Got Hawaiian Punch as something to drink and of course stained it. Yea, the shirt was white too. Anyways, Valentines day is saturday. I dont have a valentine. Any takers? *grins* I spent sometime on this Janet site today. Can we say, gheeeettttooooo. Wow. It was some funny shit though. All I can say is check it out for yourself: Janet's Unauthorized 'New Space'. Theres another one, but I dont feel like linking both, lol. With visiting that site though, I felt liek a dumb Janet fan because they kept talking about the retarded run that Janet did in the Nutty 2 movie and I couldnt remember. Of course I busted out the tape, and wow. Yes, very retarded run, haha. If anyone has that movie, check out the part when Sherman calls off the wedding and the way Janet/Denise runs to her car, hehe. Thats pure entertainment! That site talked about other random funny Janet moments and yea, when she was on BET's testimony, she was like, "I, Janet Damita Jo Jackson swears to tell BETree..." *cracks up* Haha, I love her maan! There were other things I wanted to talk about, but for some reason my mind went blank. Eh, I'll come back if I think about them...Im GONE...Aaah, son of a gun... 1 comment|post comment

[10 Feb 2004|05:26pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Anytime, Anyplace // Janet ] Post number 2. I stayed home from school today. Oops? Anyways, nothing happened today, but dance was great yesterday *nods*. *laughs* OMG, that one McDonalds 'Im Lovin' It' Commercial with the black guys playing basketball? I find it very amusing when the guys are all, "BA DA BA BA BA!" The deep voices and everything sounds really funny. So Im sure most people are sick of hearing about that damned SuperBowl half-time, but this is my journal right? I really just want to vent for a moment... So yea, Im a HUGE Janet fan, Im a HUGE Justin fan. So wow seeing them on stage together was once in a lifetime type thing. Obviously the FCC and stuck up parents of America cant stand the fact that a black woman was up there with a white man. Now, I love white people, (haha, taking a quote from my sisters boyfriend) but thats just what it is. Seriously, do you think if it was Britney, or Christina (I love Christina by the way, lol) up there they would be getting the same shit? No, I dont think so. I mean yea, it would be the talk of the press, but I can almost guarantee, that there wouldnt be any law suits, there wouldnt be any investigations, none of that. I, for one, am glad as a Justin fan because he apologized. As a Janet fan though, Im a little pissed at Justin. He seems as if he had nothing to do with it, as if he had no idea what was going on. He said himself on TV that Janet and Gil (choreographer) had called him and asked/told him what was to happen and what they wanted to do. Right at that moment he could of easily said no, but he didnt. I feel as if he is putting the blame on Janet completely and that she WANTED to bare all. It was just a big mistake, where the red lacy bra was suppose to remain, but didnt. My cousin and I joke, Justin got a little to happy and ripped off too much, lol. Anyways, Im back at school tomorrow, so there should be something more worth your while. Im GONE...Aaahh, son of a gun... 4 comments|post comment

[09 Feb 2004|04:06am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Whatever is on tv ] Wow. I've always wanted a journal here, but either I needed to pay for an account, or get a code. Obviously now you dont need a code. I've tried my luck at blog spot, which I have no problem with, but it just seems like my journal on here will get to more people. Maybe I can make new friends *laughs*. Anyways, alot of shit has happened in my life. Alot of things even my own family doesnt know. For some reason, I feel at ease with pouring out my feelings onto a page that quite possibly people might read. Not all things will be told, but alot will be. Well, for tonight, Im ending it here. Dont want to scare too many people off with just the first post. Im GONE...Aaahh, son of a gun... post comment

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